i am noticing the shame that rises.
i post something. (in a hiding-ish way.)
i check if any kudos or notes of encouragement/acknowledgement arrive from outside my small and separate self.
‘people feel embarrassed for you.’
‘people think this is lame.’
‘noone resonates with your expressions.’
‘noone resonates with you.’
‘noone cares’ or ‘loves’ or ‘gets’ or ‘wants’ you.
‘you are all alone in the Universe.’
i am laughing
typing that rabbit-hole procession of thoughts (obsolete voices) out.
_i_ am my enjoyer
& RAVINGLY to the SKIES (!)
and in ‘you’
because there is neither
just the eclipse
in all ways