i’m weeping, today
@ how long i’ve tried putting my square peg into a round hole
there’s this moment, early on, in PUP
when Pup Tim says “God didn’t say, here’s your fetish, now it’s going to ruin your life.
No: Here’s your fetish, it’s a gift. You can abuse it, or you can use it, enjoy it, celebrate it.”
No one’s ever told me before, straight up, some of the things HB said wednesday.
i am OWNing myself.
there u are.
there u’ve always been.
you can come out now.